(這個問題是出自"心的關懷"的第二課中)
在面對軟弱受苦 在死亡中的人時
求主增添力量和愛
去關懷和支持
我相信有神蹟
但在祈禱的時候 我求醫治的是我們的心
求你賜下平安和盼望
有時覺得
我地上的生命也許是短暫的
死的一刻也許是不輕易的
就願我在最後一刻也能順服
讓其他人得祝福
你們自從生下，就蒙我保抱，自從出胎，便蒙我懷搋。
直到你們年老，我仍這樣；直到你們髮白，我仍懷搋。我已造作，也必保抱；我必懷抱，也必拯救。
在我離去的一刻
仍是在主懷中
24.6.06
23.6.06
STRUGGLE (2)
話說在眾人眼中
陳太都是一個非常能幹的師奶
長大了後
發現了陳太一些鮮為人知的缺點
"典型雜物堆積型"
另加
"非典型購物失控症"
難以想像在一間得四個人住的屋
內裡有六張棉胎 數之不盡的被
幾十條未用的新毛巾
廿多件未開的陳生背心
無限件陳太衫和鞋(但當事人係拒絕承認)
另加無限未用過但已經開始老化的窗簾/布/旅行袋/利是封
雖然這些事我一早都知
但今次陳生陳太從北京回來時
竟然帶著2條棉胎還有被套
我就發現 事態真的有點嚴重了
或許我可以忍受麻雀的聲音
但小風陳真的難以忍受
如斯混亂的房子...
(註:小風陳自認是有'典型清理雜物症的')
陳太都是一個非常能幹的師奶
長大了後
發現了陳太一些鮮為人知的缺點
"典型雜物堆積型"
另加
"非典型購物失控症"
難以想像在一間得四個人住的屋
內裡有六張棉胎 數之不盡的被
幾十條未用的新毛巾
廿多件未開的陳生背心
無限件陳太衫和鞋(但當事人係拒絕承認)
另加無限未用過但已經開始老化的窗簾/布/旅行袋/利是封
雖然這些事我一早都知
但今次陳生陳太從北京回來時
竟然帶著2條棉胎還有被套
我就發現 事態真的有點嚴重了
或許我可以忍受麻雀的聲音
但小風陳真的難以忍受
如斯混亂的房子...
(註:小風陳自認是有'典型清理雜物症的')
22.6.06
美女廚房
自從中學cookery以來
第一次去學整蛋糕
和同事找了一間相當專業的教室
towngas cooking
首先 好像cookery課一樣
要預備好你的桌子和烤爐
再圍著demo桌
拿著note聽老師的教導和示範
接著 就要自己做啦!!
當小風陳還在思索桌上的工具如何用時
其他同學已經打好麵粉啦!
當我準備開始時
"同學,你拿著的是蛋白, 另一兜先係牛油..."
拿著打蛋器震到手震時
對面的同學已經烤緊個cake底啦!
感覺又像回到讀U做lab時
不停偷望隔離同學的procedure
人做我跟住做
攪到人地都不好意思 指點了我幾次
平日看到那些明星姐仔在電視節目上
弄一碟?也整到雞手鴨腳
原來 小風陳也有potential上這個節目呢...
不過真係好開心
拿著製成品回家
好威威啊!
21.6.06
Struggle
Life is a struggle between good, evil and chocolate.
(出於友人從前送來的這個扭計骰)
明知朱古力有多麼的不好
對胃又是如何的刺激
只可說又愛又恨
The life of a pastor completes itself in reading, meditation, prayer and struggle.
(Dietrich Bonhorffer)
天使和魔鬼的alteration
我喜歡有自己的空間 在家裡有靜靜的時間去抖一抖
但偏偏每個周未都在攻打四方城 人聲雀聲不絕
姑姐們山長水遠來到 其實為的是陪陪麻麻用用腦
唉 在心底我也希望她們陪陪老人家
但同時間我又有點難受(emotional and physical)
有點矛盾的
(出於友人從前送來的這個扭計骰)
明知朱古力有多麼的不好
對胃又是如何的刺激
只可說又愛又恨
The life of a pastor completes itself in reading, meditation, prayer and struggle.
(Dietrich Bonhorffer)
天使和魔鬼的alteration
我喜歡有自己的空間 在家裡有靜靜的時間去抖一抖
但偏偏每個周未都在攻打四方城 人聲雀聲不絕
姑姐們山長水遠來到 其實為的是陪陪麻麻用用腦
唉 在心底我也希望她們陪陪老人家
但同時間我又有點難受(emotional and physical)
有點矛盾的
18.6.06
7.6.06
Insert
藥物包裝內裡的說明書叫'insert'
在美國,insert內的資料是要FDA批准的,還要定時update,如果有新的side effect/potential risks出現,也是要立即update的.絕大多時候,藥廠都會把所有side effects都寫入,免得將來有病人出事時,被人告.於是side effects那一段會是超級長又不comprehensive的.
由於小風陳決定乖乖食藥(食一陣子啦...),仔細看看insert,發現這張寫得不錯,不枉我intern時曾經幫這個product做過research.
Pseudoephedrine sulfate, like other CNS stimulants, has been abused, At high doses, subjects commonly experience an elevation of mood, decreased appetite and a sense of increased physical energy, mental capacity and alertness. Anxiety, irritability and loquacity also have been experienced. With continued use, tolerance develops; the users increases the dose and ultimately toxicity occurs. Depression may follow rapid withdrawal.
(extracted from product insert Clarinase Repetabs Tablets)
算是有良心的寫法
今早食了一粒...
果然是有a sense of increased physical energy ...可惜沒有decreased appetite...>_<
縱使忙得不可開交,小風陳仍然滿有勁的
結果...到了下午時,藥力過後,簡直好像全身乏力的一樣...
果然有被人abuse的potential
在美國,insert內的資料是要FDA批准的,還要定時update,如果有新的side effect/potential risks出現,也是要立即update的.絕大多時候,藥廠都會把所有side effects都寫入,免得將來有病人出事時,被人告.於是side effects那一段會是超級長又不comprehensive的.
由於小風陳決定乖乖食藥(食一陣子啦...),仔細看看insert,發現這張寫得不錯,不枉我intern時曾經幫這個product做過research.
Pseudoephedrine sulfate, like other CNS stimulants, has been abused, At high doses, subjects commonly experience an elevation of mood, decreased appetite and a sense of increased physical energy, mental capacity and alertness. Anxiety, irritability and loquacity also have been experienced. With continued use, tolerance develops; the users increases the dose and ultimately toxicity occurs. Depression may follow rapid withdrawal.
(extracted from product insert Clarinase Repetabs Tablets)
算是有良心的寫法
今早食了一粒...
果然是有a sense of increased physical energy ...可惜沒有decreased appetite...>_<
縱使忙得不可開交,小風陳仍然滿有勁的
結果...到了下午時,藥力過後,簡直好像全身乏力的一樣...
果然有被人abuse的potential
聽力測試
由於左耳的問題開始影響到工作(起碼影響工作情緒)
今天終於找到機會去看醫生
拿著掛號信 預計排期要等大半年的
真的很神奇
遇上一個很好人的護士長
坦白說 素未謀面
但她竟然幫我安排...結果我可以即時去看醫生
很感動 完全是難以置信(...唔好俾病人組織知道啊!)
做聽力測試時 又遇上友人的先生
說說笑的
其中一個測試是戴上headphone
聽到一些好似鬼叫的聲時就舉手
初初很緊張的 好似玩緊搶答問題
舉手舉到支力
"我會唔會過多十年就聽唔到野架?"
"唏!機器用得多都壞啦, 過多十年我仲老過你, 唔駛驚!"
他們兩夫婦 是真的很可愛的人
想起他們時 都會為他們想要的 懇切祈求
到看醫生時
"有沒有容易暈船浪啊?"
"我完全唔怕坐海盜船架!fing好多次都得!"
"之前嘈成點先會唔舒服啊?"
"唱k時啦"
我的答案 醫生非常明白滿意呢!
傾傾下幾開心
不過做內窺鏡時
真的很辛苦...又痕又難受
登記時
"...點解你唔係灣仔睇啊?"
"...我調左過來啊...係呢...我識你架?..."
(面一黑)"冇, 係我認得你ja..."
其實小風陳又有點沾沾自喜...有我唔識既人留意自己wor...
...不用擔心
小風陳的聽覺仍然很正常的!
只是過份敏感ja
今天終於找到機會去看醫生
拿著掛號信 預計排期要等大半年的
真的很神奇
遇上一個很好人的護士長
坦白說 素未謀面
但她竟然幫我安排...結果我可以即時去看醫生
很感動 完全是難以置信(...唔好俾病人組織知道啊!)
做聽力測試時 又遇上友人的先生
說說笑的
其中一個測試是戴上headphone
聽到一些好似鬼叫的聲時就舉手
初初很緊張的 好似玩緊搶答問題
舉手舉到支力
"我會唔會過多十年就聽唔到野架?"
"唏!機器用得多都壞啦, 過多十年我仲老過你, 唔駛驚!"
他們兩夫婦 是真的很可愛的人
想起他們時 都會為他們想要的 懇切祈求
到看醫生時
"有沒有容易暈船浪啊?"
"我完全唔怕坐海盜船架!fing好多次都得!"
"之前嘈成點先會唔舒服啊?"
"唱k時啦"
我的答案 醫生非常明白滿意呢!
傾傾下幾開心
不過做內窺鏡時
真的很辛苦...又痕又難受
登記時
"...點解你唔係灣仔睇啊?"
"...我調左過來啊...係呢...我識你架?..."
(面一黑)"冇, 係我認得你ja..."
其實小風陳又有點沾沾自喜...有我唔識既人留意自己wor...
...不用擔心
小風陳的聽覺仍然很正常的!
只是過份敏感ja
6.6.06
Why faith and religious belief are factors in the assisted dying debate
By Stephen Goundrey-Smith (a pharmacist and Church of England priest from Banbury, Oxfordshire)
The Pharmaceutical Journal
Vol 276 No 7403 p652
3 June 2006
http://www.pharmj.com/Editorial/20060603/comment/spectrum.html
Religious arguments against euthanasia and assisted dying are concerned with the well-being of society as a whole and safeguarding its most vulnerable members, in the context of what we know to be human nature. One thing is certain: although Lord Joffe’s Bill was defeated, it will be on the political agenda again in the future. When that happens, health professionals will need to be ready and aware of both the clinical and philosophical issues involved so that they will be able to assess the implications for their practice, and for society as a whole.
(另一篇幾有反思的article ... 發現自己英文差了,看UK Journals 時,間中有點吃力...還是美國的淺易一點)
The Pharmaceutical Journal
Vol 276 No 7403 p652
3 June 2006
http://www.pharmj.com/Editorial/20060603/comment/spectrum.html
Religious arguments against euthanasia and assisted dying are concerned with the well-being of society as a whole and safeguarding its most vulnerable members, in the context of what we know to be human nature. One thing is certain: although Lord Joffe’s Bill was defeated, it will be on the political agenda again in the future. When that happens, health professionals will need to be ready and aware of both the clinical and philosophical issues involved so that they will be able to assess the implications for their practice, and for society as a whole.
(另一篇幾有反思的article ... 發現自己英文差了,看UK Journals 時,間中有點吃力...還是美國的淺易一點)
Panic Disorder
很久沒有如此用心的去思考一篇article
願友人學懂面對過去的事
就如近視一樣
習慣相處
Extracted from
The New England Journal of Medicine
Volume 354(22), 1 June 2006, pp 2360-2367
The frightening physical symptoms of panic disorder often lead to extensive use of medical services.Patients with medically unexplained syndromes ... have been shown to have higher rates of coexisting panic disorder than do control subjects with documented medical syndromes.
Education of Patients
An essential step after the clinical diagnosis is made is to review with the patient her or his fears of medical illness and expectations of medical testing and treatment. More than 80 percent of patients with panic disorder present with a medical symptom, and most are fearful of having a serious condition, such as a heart attack. Clinical experience suggests that patients benefit from education about panic disorder as the cause of their symptoms and the mechanism by which a brain disorder may provoke physical symptoms. Educational materials for patients may be obtained from the Anxiety Disorders Association of America (http://www.adaa.org ) and the National Institute of Mental Health (http://www.nimh.nih.gov/healthinformation/anxietymenu.cfm
).
Nonpharmacologic Management
Cognitive behavioral treatment is provided in 12 to 16 sessions over a period of three to four months and is focused on recreating the feared symptoms and then modifying the patient's usual responses to the symptoms.The mental health professional or physician helps the patient correct cognitive distortions such as exaggerating the threat to health (e.g., having thoughts
such as "I am going to die") that precipitate more anxiety... Finally, the mental health professional or physician helps the patient modify the associated behaviors, such as seeking escape and avoidance. The clinical practice guidelines for the treatment of panic disorder recommend that the severity of symptoms, patients' preferences, the response to treatment during prior episodes, and the availability of a clinician with experience with cognitive behavioral treatment should influence the treatment recommendations, since medications and cognitive behavioral
treatment are equally effective. When medications are used, both of the guidelines recommend initiating SSRIs as the first line of treatment on the basis of their better side-effect profile and safety than tricyclic antidepressants and benzodiazepines and given the more limited data on the efficacy of SNRIs.
願友人學懂面對過去的事
就如近視一樣
習慣相處
Extracted from
The New England Journal of Medicine
Volume 354(22), 1 June 2006, pp 2360-2367
The frightening physical symptoms of panic disorder often lead to extensive use of medical services.Patients with medically unexplained syndromes ... have been shown to have higher rates of coexisting panic disorder than do control subjects with documented medical syndromes.
Education of Patients
An essential step after the clinical diagnosis is made is to review with the patient her or his fears of medical illness and expectations of medical testing and treatment. More than 80 percent of patients with panic disorder present with a medical symptom, and most are fearful of having a serious condition, such as a heart attack. Clinical experience suggests that patients benefit from education about panic disorder as the cause of their symptoms and the mechanism by which a brain disorder may provoke physical symptoms. Educational materials for patients may be obtained from the Anxiety Disorders Association of America (http://www.adaa.org ) and the National Institute of Mental Health (http://www.nimh.nih.gov/healthinformation/anxietymenu.cfm
).
Nonpharmacologic Management
Cognitive behavioral treatment is provided in 12 to 16 sessions over a period of three to four months and is focused on recreating the feared symptoms and then modifying the patient's usual responses to the symptoms.The mental health professional or physician helps the patient correct cognitive distortions such as exaggerating the threat to health (e.g., having thoughts
such as "I am going to die") that precipitate more anxiety... Finally, the mental health professional or physician helps the patient modify the associated behaviors, such as seeking escape and avoidance. The clinical practice guidelines for the treatment of panic disorder recommend that the severity of symptoms, patients' preferences, the response to treatment during prior episodes, and the availability of a clinician with experience with cognitive behavioral treatment should influence the treatment recommendations, since medications and cognitive behavioral
treatment are equally effective. When medications are used, both of the guidelines recommend initiating SSRIs as the first line of treatment on the basis of their better side-effect profile and safety than tricyclic antidepressants and benzodiazepines and given the more limited data on the efficacy of SNRIs.
2.6.06
瑣事串串
一直很想告訴朋友QQ
“你給我的朱古力很好吃！吃的時候，我真的有很感動很幸福的感覺！”
情有獨鍾面上印有Ｇ形ｍｏｎｏｇｒａｍ的那一片
很想再吃多一次
可惜在香港找不到
今天忍不住問了ｓａｌｅｓ姐姐
“那一個是限量版，在香港到了夏天就沒有了的，因為很易融．”
聽了有點心傷
也許最美好就是只有一次的回憶
近日除了胃病還有牙痛
有點擔心自己的牙齒越來越壞 捱不到我退休（我不想戴假牙啊！）
去到牙醫處看看 擾攘一陣子
結論是
有一天 小風陳刷牙太用力刷傷了牙肉
到了第二天 小風陳以為自己牙肉發炎
於是再大力一點去刷乾淨一點
結果 如是者
牙肉一直都是損了的．．． 早知是這麼白痴的原因
就不用去破費找牙醫啦！
收到醫生朋友幫我找的小冊子
看看他手寫的紙條
原來
醫生寫字‘潦’
不只限於藥單上
是夜
吃得有點過多
個胃抗議
睡不了才在此串串
“你給我的朱古力很好吃！吃的時候，我真的有很感動很幸福的感覺！”
情有獨鍾面上印有Ｇ形ｍｏｎｏｇｒａｍ的那一片
很想再吃多一次
可惜在香港找不到
今天忍不住問了ｓａｌｅｓ姐姐
“那一個是限量版，在香港到了夏天就沒有了的，因為很易融．”
聽了有點心傷
也許最美好就是只有一次的回憶
近日除了胃病還有牙痛
有點擔心自己的牙齒越來越壞 捱不到我退休（我不想戴假牙啊！）
去到牙醫處看看 擾攘一陣子
結論是
有一天 小風陳刷牙太用力刷傷了牙肉
到了第二天 小風陳以為自己牙肉發炎
於是再大力一點去刷乾淨一點
結果 如是者
牙肉一直都是損了的．．． 早知是這麼白痴的原因
就不用去破費找牙醫啦！
收到醫生朋友幫我找的小冊子
看看他手寫的紙條
原來
醫生寫字‘潦’
不只限於藥單上
是夜
吃得有點過多
個胃抗議
睡不了才在此串串
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